12:51

....it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer...

 i was waiting for our seminar to start when i heard this song...at that time, it basically sums up all of what i feel inside.. i really thought my feelings for **** were long gone, but i guess i was just trying to convince myself of that..the fact that i'm here in tagaytay and their place is basically 30 minutes away from here didn't help my feelings..it's like a part of me wanted leap to the terminal and go straight to their house..hmmm.

it's been a year when  i last saw him and nine months since we had that conversation...

i admit i still think of the what ifs..the possibilities...there are times when i wonder if he thinks of me too...a part of me is hoping that he does..

in time, i know i will be able to move on completely and i hope that time is soon..